and yesterday...

well... I felt the magic once again; however, it isin a very strange way. I was not feeling butterflies stumbling in my stomach as I usually had. Still, I was smiling in the end.

So... the story began on Sunday, July 20th 2008. I was going to the Total experience Gospel Choir colaborating with Sundays at 7 PM choir from UW newman center.. wew.. what a long explanation. hohoho..

Anyway.. I was dare to go even I was having a bunch of homeworks. well.. as usual, my putting things off modes on.. hohohoho

At first, I went to northgate to transfer to the bus which was going to UW.. while I was waiting, I could get a grande cup of Vanno.. mango, orange, banana, with extra matcha Green tea hahahah

And also.. "STUDYING" a little bit... hahaha notice!! Studying.. ladies and gentleman

Well.. I sucesfully understood it... (phew.. finally)

then.. the journey was continue...

The choir was awesome.. the sundays at 7 also awesome!!

However... what I have done, has something bigger that I could imagine, even there were several "heart breaking" which I wasn't supposed to tell.. in the end, I felt more joy that I could expect. Although, I didn't feel the magic that I got when I was in retreat with the same gospel choir, I still had what they called joy.

Actually, it is not about the choir. Indeed, I wanna talk about the things after the choir.

In the end, piano can't be apart from me, Chendani Vianey Budhi... oh please.. I knew that I've been studying that particular thing since I was 4 years old!! ya ya ya.. I knew that I have to be gratefull as I have achieved so much things from this skill. Strangely, I am not feeling really great with this skill, but looks like it loves me and wants me to help others. Ahahahahaha

So, there was me, sitting on the corner of the chapel in front of the grand piano, kawai, and started to listen anybody in the choir singing and playing other instrument, so that I can follow them as one group, playing the harmony. It was awesome... I felt that I was in the other world. Blending with them for the reason that I couldn't tell. It seemed that we all have the connections. hahaha... It still worked even I wasn't really sure when we were practicing as I wasn't familiar with most of the songs, but when the mass started, I was able to blend with them and feeel soooooo gooood. Seems the magic of music working over there as when I felt for the Centennial mass in February. When all the universe seemed working in its way, making magic by the music... hahaha... it's incredible and unspeakable...

In conclusion, I was once singing then... playing.. ONCE AGAIN!! hohohohoho

First, when I was in MUDIKA (muda-mudi Katolik) the Indonesian Catholic youth group, I was asked to sing in the choir, then when they were out of pianist, I was asked for the first time in my life to play for the mass..

and TADAAA!

I did it...

However... honestly, yesterday, it was me who said my self to be the pianist.. (ck ck ck ck)
as.. they were talking about there was no pianist for the night. hummm... so I thought that if I have done it before, why I didn't do it once again?

then... yes.. I did it..

I just got chance to learn everything for just 3 hours. Oh my oh my.. hahaha

But, I am happy, as everybody told me that I was good and got hugs from everybody. When comes the peace be with you... Everyone was giving me a warm hug... and one of them whispering to me.. "you did a great job" rrr.... feeling ssooooo gooood... hohohohohohoho

Then... after mass... I got the hug from the same person...

"you did a great job..." he said that while approaching me to hug... oooo sooo sweeet... hahahahhahaah

That particular thing... has made my heart smiliiing sooo bright....though... I was feeling so exhausted!!!

Then... today..
I had in-class essay.. wew... a bit frustrated... I hope I did well... and I was worried for days about my out-class essay.
but.. phew... I got well...

That has made my day brighter...

However... TOmorrow.. will be scary.. I don't know how to handle..
I have math quiz with a bunch of homeworks due.. and now my brain is shut down!!! arrrgghhh...

and... also.. I have psychology test...

huaaaaaaaa......

chaos!!!hauhauahuahuahuahua

soo... I finish this.. and then.. start to finish my study.. and perhaps do a little bit more of my homework...