Hidden Away

Ahh... Love always interferes a weak soul. haha.
We, human, become vulnerable because of love.
Not to mention, love usually drives us out of sense - becomes labile, and emotional all the time. Yet, we love being in love. Based on life experience, love brings smile. Love touches the most sensitive part of human's soul. Thus, people will not be mind to be in love whether the journey is hard, the ending is vague and unpredictable. That makes people excited about being in love. Not necessarily all people.. of course.
Hm..... my love experience for now is.. full of surprise. Not from the particular person, but from life.. from the journey of being in love.
Intuition
Sincerity
and Dependable to the Almighty. I just realized that greed of human or I may say Desire fools us. To differentiate desire and passion is like holding water with both hands. Hard.
However, the easier way is to let it flow. Wanting it but be not afraid to let it go. It is like what J.K. Rowling describes the Mirror of Erised. You can get whatever you want as long it's not for your own greed.
My love story is not happy ending, yet is not a sad ending either. It's not coming to an end yet.
Next step that I'd like to take is let him know that
"I want to free your heart
I want to see your heart
I want to feel your love
Will you reveal your love
Please don't keep your heart hidden away" :)

Do I love you enough?

My heart is pumping fast enough to make me realize that your presence is somewhat noticed in my heart.
Then, my heart silently response to it
My heart can't really tell whether I want to be with you or not. There are two things. One. Yes I want to be with you, you are never absent in my mind. Yet, I need an exact reason to be with you. A reason where you also require my presence. I don't think that I have what you need. I don't want to be selfish.
and I think... I'll be selfish if I force myself to be with you.

this is absurd
this leads me to ask... do I love you enough?
or... I just need you to prove that I am worth-ed to be loved too...

Of consolers, wisest, best, and our soul's most welcome guest, sweet refreshment, sweet repose.
In our labour rest most sweet, pleasant coolness in the heat, consolation in our woes.